Bila hati tercarik calar
Fikiranmu berkacaubilau
Cari jalan pulang yang benar
Sana ada cahya kemilau.
#803 On These Funny Games
Funny games that we play:
Write down lines with numbers and words
That make up promises of new things to come
And erasures of old things to be swept away
Gather them up into numbered paragraphs
Garnished with quotes from dead men
And the flourish of fighting words
Then declaim the words unto a tepid room
Full of desiccated men with dried-up ambitions
And a sprinkling of the young and aspirant
Desperate to keep some small spark
Of their youthful dreams alive amidst the desolation
And after that, more words:
Words of eager and noseful praise
Words of doubt and scornful raze
Words of apathy in gauzy haze
A long kabuki of paper plowshares
And the fierce clanging of plastic swords
Just words words words
To mark the passing of one year
And the coming of another
More promises to stave off the hastening
Fears of that final day
When words fall onto the red earth of returning.
#802 Tentang Hati Yang Bermain Sembunyi
Kenali hatimu ini
Yang terlalu mahir bermain sembunyi
Lemas dalam selaksa teka-teki
Tewas dengan kelekaan duniawi
Bacalah getar hatimu
Bahasa debar yang mencoret rindu
Ingin mengejar redha yang Satu
Namun tergelincir dek hasut sang Seteru
Dengarlah bisikannya
Hati yang merayu desak irama
Ingin restu yang Maha Esa
Ingin patuh tunduk pada-Nya.
#801 On The White Gaze
Have you heard of dangdut?
Oh, what’s that?
It is the number one music genre in Indonesia.
Oh, oh, interesting! What is it like? It must be melodic, no?
Hmph, not really melodic. More like janky.
Janky?
Yes, very much proletarian. Probably with Indian antecedents. Drums and flutes and all that. Lots of dancing and gyrating.
Ah, interesting. So so very interesting.
#800 On Being Lucky
How lucky am I
To be here
Not with you, but with you
Your words flying through the aether
Ennobling and enveloping me
In Love that transcends Time and Distance
Who amongst these souls here
In their coffee cups and their books
And their electronic toys
Can truly know what it is
To be loved, so deeply and truly?
#799 Tentang Hari Yang Sempurna
Sempurnanya hari yang lalu
Datang dari tingkah tersusun
Berakarnya dari Yang Satu
Berkat jiwa tenang tersantun.
#798 Tentang Cita Di Malam Hari
Malam ini kupasang cita
Mekar gebu di hujung hati
Walau dinda jauh di sana
Moga temu di dalam mimpi.
#797 Tentang Lautan Berkat
Alun Qur’an mengisi ruang
Tiap bait mengungkap rahmat
Hati diam diulit tenang
Renang dalam lautan berkat.
#796 Tentang Janji Setia Suami Istri
Apa makna ikatan suci?
Bukan untuk sehari dua
Apa erti kasih terpatri?
Janji setia selama lama!
#795 Tentang Mengenangkan Dinda Yang Jauh Di Mata
Malam ini aku terasing
Kaget diam merenung bintang
Hati gundah tewas terguling
Mengenangkan dinda tersayang.
