Within each breast a private kingdom stirs,
Where longing shapes its own uncharted law,
Where will asserts what no edict defers,
And selfhood stands on what the heart first saw.
Yet round us press the claims of kin and race,
The weight of custom and the voice of need,
The roles we’re asked to fill, the given space,
The common ground that asks our common seed.
Between these poles we live our numbered days,
Now servant, now the sovereign of our will,
Now lost in others’ roads, now our own ways,
Now bending to the world, now standing still.
This war within is life’s most sacred art —
The self made whole by what would break the heart.
#923 On Moral Reflection
Words meant to wound fly
back to the one they named — God
holds the mirror still.
To name another’s
fault is easy; harder still
to live what we preach.
The page holds the self
honest where the tongue would flee —
write, and then repent.
#922 On Our Nearness
In quietness, we catch
One another’s eye, and know:
Our nearness is nigh.
#921 On Rage and Its Reckoning
What fury seizes me when fools hold sway,
When blunted minds preside and none protest,
When those who cannot see presume to say
Which path we take, and put our work to test.
I bite my tongue until the iron taste
Of silence bleeds — yet still I must defer
To those whose stewardship is nought but waste,
Whose word is law, whose vision is a blur.
Yet who am I to rail against the night?
I search my anger and am shamed to find
That pride, not justice, kindles all this light —
’Tis vanity that so inflames my mind.
The fault I name in others is my own:
A king of self, upon a rented throne.
#920 On The Duplicitous Dealer
They come with smiles rehearsed, their offers set,
A table dressed in false civility,
Who reads the room and corners you — and yet
They call it choice, this forced humility.
The terms arrive like verdicts, cold and sealed,
No room to breathe, no margin left to turn,
The hand extended only to be steeled —
Comply or watch the bridges start to burn.
How clean their conscience sleeps, how well they feed
On spoils dressed up as generosity,
Who profits most from someone else’s need
And calls the whole transaction victory.
But justice has a long and patient gait —
God help them when it finally finds their gate.
#919 On Vanity’s Reign
Rage burns, unrestrained —
years of work upon my soul,
yet pride unmade me.
I knew the better
path, and chose the lesser one:
ego, not wisdom.
Still waters beneath —
what shame, that I let the flood
speak before my soul.
#918 Tentang Paras Insan Yang Hampir Tiada Terkenal
Pulangkan aku ke hari-hari dulu
Zaman muda yang makin kabur dalam ingatan
Ketika mata dan jiwaku masih lagi hijau dan gebu
Masih berbinar dengan cahaya pengharapan
Derai kenangan ini masih terlalu berbisa
Masih terlalu sarat dengan kesah dan tangisan
Betapa raut jiwa ini masih bergelut dengan duka
Luka dari seribu lacutan hangat kekecewaan
Nah, inilah khazanah yang aku wariskan
Buat usia tua yang kini tiba menyapa
Dan aku hampir gagal mengenal paras insan
Yang kini terpapar di cermin — kau siapa?
Benarlah, kita takkan mampu lari
Dari kenangan lalu yang penuh berduri.
#917 On The Line
Vessel cracks at last —
what floods out is not weakness
but the self, reclaimed.
I will bear no more
than dignity permits me.
The line has been drawn.
Beyond their reach now,
I walk the quiet distance
that was always mine.
#916 On Longing for Her
Each dawn without her
stretches like an unread page —
the words wait for her.
Distance holds the key
to what these weeks have borrowed —
I go to reclaim.
Soon the city lights
will matter less than her eyes —
distance folds to touch.
#915 On The Entrepreneurs
How bold the ones who conjure things from air,
Who stake their sleep and savings on a dream,
Who hire the hands to realise what they dare
And lift from nothing some audacious scheme.
I watched them move and marvelled at the sight,
Astonished at their chutzpah and their nerve —
To risk what comfort asks us to repay,
To bend the possible beyond its curve.
I know my blood runs cooler, and my heart
Inclines to patience, to the page, and thought;
I lack the gambler’s gift, the founder’s art,
The fire that will not rest till something’s wrought.
Yet I shall cheer the builders from my post,
And feed with quiet hands what I love most.
