On Sungkai

Early morning
And I am on the road again
Not quite sure
For whom
And for what

Life is full of such
Moments of incomprehension

We often do what we must
Even if we are not quite sure
For whom
And for what
And when and how and why.

On Staying Calm

Calm down. Relax.
No one is looking. 
Everyone else is busy
Fretting over their own lives,
Their own dreams and conceits and vanities
To notice what you just said,
Or the existential angst
That burns like midnight fire
Through each line
Of that LinkedIn post that you just wrote. 

Tentang Pencarian di Sebalik Baris-Baris Excel

Aku mencarimu, Tuhanku
Di antara baris-baris aksara ini
Yang menggumpalkan merah hitam nikmatMu
Yang menghitungkan segala ciptaanMu

Selembar demi selembar
Aku menzikirkan semua kurniaan ini
Setiap selirat sungaian rahmat
Setiap tandan buahan lazat
Deru luruhnya menggunung ranum
Manis nikmat menguntum senyum

Nah, ternyatalah
Setiap baris dan lajur
Yang terbentang luas ini
Tiada tercukup untuk mengira setiap rezeki
Tiada terangkum acap syukur kami.