On Political Tourism

Those who know Kat and I well would know that we both have an abiding interest in politics. In fact, the first time Kat and I ever met was at the Putra World Trade Centre – during the UMNO General Assembly back in 2007! I was working for Pak Lah then, and Kat was working as a political analyst with Karim Raslan Associates.

Over the years, while both of us have drifted away professionally from the world of politics, we both have maintained deep interest especially in Malaysian politics, and the general broad lens of public affairs remains a common point of interest for both of us.

So much so, that one of the things we have been doing, on-and-off over the years, is what we both call “political tourism”. The usual expression of this is when elections would take place somewhere – whether it is general elections season, or a more locally-focused by-election – we would take the time to drive around, have a look at the poster game, maybe even chat up the locals on their take of politics on the ground at the local gerai or mamak. In the recent general elections of November 2022, Kat and I both made it a point to attend as many political ceramah and rallies as we could, taking care to try to attend events held by each of the major political parties. Often, the mood and fanfare of the events as they take place, and the level of energy and excitement amongst the speakers and the audience, are a very good barometer of political sentiment, and often a good leading indicator of how the political tea leaves would fall in place come Election Day.

We have walked through a crowd of mostly Chinese onlookers in the audience, eyes transfixed on me being this one obviously Malay dude, as Lim Kit Siang spoke on stage in JB to explain why it was it was time to punish Ah Jib Gor and UMNO. We saw, in Shah Alam, the tepid response to Arul Kanda’s arguments on why he believed that everything was ok with 1MDB. We saw, in Gombak, that the level of enthusiasm for Amirudin was going to carry the seat for him against Azmin. We were in the audience one rainy November evening, the crowd undampened by the weather as fireworks streamed to the sky and we realised that Perikatan Nasional – contrary to my initial expectations going into the November 2022 elections – were going to win big. It’s been a great ride, and many memorable moments, so far.

Recently, we just realised that we are about to – inadvertently, I must add – find ourselves participating in yet another jaunt in our long string of political tourism over the years. Should be fun!

On Being Here

A reminder: when the future seems murky, or even meaningless, often all you can do is just to be present and focused on the Here and Now – do your best, and trust that He will be there for you.

On The Proust Questionnaire

The Proust Questionnaire is a set of questions answered by one of my most favourite authors, the French writer Marcel Proust. The questions started out as a popular Victorian parlour game, but has taken a life of its own, as a prod for others to reflect on things important to them, and as a way of sharing their perspective and selfhood with others.

Today, I thought I’d take a stab at the questions, and see how I go. To make this a tad more amusing (at least for my own self), I thought I’d list down Proust’s answers, alongside my own.

  1. Your favourite virtue.

Proust: “The need to be loved; more precisely, the need to be caressed and spoiled much more than the need to be admired.”

Z: Loyalty and Reliability.

  1. Your favourite qualities in a man.

Proust: “Feminine charm.” 

Z: Courage. Integrity. Intelligence.

  1. Your favourite qualities in a woman.

Proust: “Manly virtues, and the union of friendship.”

Z: Kindness. Grace. Intelligence. 

  1. Your chief characteristic.

Proust: [blank]

Z: Kindness. 

  1. What you appreciate the most in your friends.

Proust: “To have tenderness for me, if their personage is exquisite enough to render quite high the price of their tenderness.”

Z: The integrity and strength of character to be able to share their innermost thoughts and concerns with me – to be fully “real” with me in sharing who they are as human beings.

  1. Your main fault.

Proust: “Not knowing, not being able to ‘want’.”

Z: Lack of courage. Fearfulness in trying something new, or making a fateful decision. 

  1. Your favourite occupation. 

Proust: “Loving.”

Z: Reading. 

  1. Your idea of happiness.

Proust: “I am afraid it be not great enough, I dare not speak it, I am afraid of destroying it by speaking it.”

Z: Reading a good book while sitting at home with Jah and Monkey.

  1. Your idea of misery.

Proust: “Not to have known my mother or my grandmother.”

Z: To be hard at work in an office, doing something utterly meaningless and Sisyphean. 

  1. If not yourself, who would you be?

Proust: “Myself, as the people whom I admire would like me to be.”

Z: A mathematician, or an author. Someone who works with numbers and/or words.

  1. Where would you like to live?

Proust: “A country where certain things that I should like would come true as though by magic, and where tenderness would always be reciprocated.”

Z: In a small cottage with great Internet connection and a full shelf of books in Cambridge, England.

  1. Your favourite colour and flower.

Proust: “The beauty is not in the colours, but in their harmony.”

Z: Dark, royal blue. Jasmine.

  1. Your favourite prose authors.

Proust: “Currently, Anatole France and Pierre Loti.”

Z: Marcel Proust. Leo Tolstoy. Cormac McCarthy. 

  1. Your favourite poets. 

Proust: “Baudelaire and Alfred de Vigny.”

Z: Walt Whitman. Chairil Anwar. Pablo Neruda. 

  1. Your favourite heroes in fiction.

Proust: “Hamlet.”

Z: Pierre Bezukhov. Jean Valjean. 

  1. Your favourite heroines in fiction.

Proust: “Berenice.”

Z: Dorothea Brooke. 

  1. Your favourite painters and composers.

Proust: “Beethoven, Wagner, Schumann.”

Z: Van Gogh, Turner, Monet, Degas. Bach, Chopin, Mahler, George Michael, M Nasir, Ebiet G Ade.