Behind those green hills
The sun is drowned by clouds;
Sunset calls her home.


"How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives." – Annie Dillard
Behind those green hills
The sun is drowned by clouds;
Sunset calls her home.

I curse you, o Israel!
I curse your armies and their long knives and pistols whipping
Poised to slit the throats and puncture the bodies of the innocent
I curse your Prime Minister, and his cruel lips dripping
With the words of expansion and neutralisation, insistent and unrepentant
I curse you, o Israel.
I curse the flower of your youth, the young Israelis
Marching into the homes of their neighbours, annexing
The homes and stealing the land of Palestinians; the chrysalis
Of nakbatic resentment and rebellion burning, raging, ablazing
I curse you o Israel.
I curse your armies, with their bombs and their missiles
Raining down on the homes and the parched desert plains
Where does it say, in your Talmuds and your missals
That there is justification in murder for such fraudulent gains?
I curse you, o Israel!
I curse your nation and its brutal forgetfulness
You who have borne the brunt of industrial murder
Now commit murder in turn, without tear or remorse
May your crimes today pull you under and asunder!
Today we are armed with nothing but tearful prayers
But look, yonder, the armies of angels in the Heavens
Say “Amen!” above us, in the skies and its seven layers
Their lances shall pierce your skulls and impale your legions!
Hear us now, wind and earth and fire and water!
We summon the wakefulness of nature’s raiments
The knowledge of the world in silent slumber
The forgetting in the ruins of human firmaments
Extol, in brave unfettered voice, the roars of Youth
Exhorting demands for the breaking of oppression
To smash the chains that bind the poor, the uncouth
And call them out to march in blazing procession
Decant the flames of indignant resistance, decant!
Unleash these fires that rage, rage for immortal Truth
Incant the chant: Justice! Justice! Justice! Incant!
Let them fear the wrath of our serrated Youth!
Revenge is a cruel dish best served cold
Upon the necks of the venal Old.
“Without God, everything is permitted,”
Said Dostoyevsky in his masterwork
For Godless souls, unreined, unimpeded
Would freely give in to evils that lurk
Hold on to His tether, anchored and true
His Grace and Protection, He will imbue.
I let you now to fly, unpolished, out
Into a cruel world, knives out, poised to pounce
Should I have held on, made the time to grout
The patent gaps, rub out each drossy ounce?
Against my better judgment, I present you now
For eyes to judge: to love or disavow!
Suppose, this is as far as I could go:
A golden cage enroofed in solid glass
Must I persist to try and overthrow
This bar of fate that says “Thou shalt not pass”?
Or stoop now to accept His high decree
That each of Man shall have his set degree...
I carry with me miracles abound
Th’inheritance of lineage and of prayers
They give me flight, yet anchor me to ground
Protect me from the harsh glare of naysayers
I thank Thee for Thy bounty and Thy Grace
That dignify and raise me from the base.
Hari ini, hari empat bintang
Bangun awal pagi
Sarapan pisang dan kopi
Tugasan kerja berjalan rapi
Solat Jumaat berganding rakan
Isu yang sulit dirungkaikan
Melawat cawangan Baharu Kinokuniya
Makan burger bersama rakan lama
Yang kurangnya cuma:
Hati tertawan gundah gulana
Merindui dinda yang jauh disana.
Dalam angan kelambu malam
Embun kasih meremang sayu
Jiwa hamba terkapai karam
Tewas dalam lautan rindu.
In between the moments of silence
When words are not spoken
And the seconds fall away like dying leaves
I say a quiet prayer of thanks
For this brotherhood
This fragile web of comradeship
This great gossamer bond of friendship.