#774 On Carrying Miracles

I carry with me miracles abound
Th’inheritance of lineage and of prayers
They give me flight, yet anchor me to ground
Protect me from the harsh glare of naysayers
I thank Thee for Thy bounty and Thy Grace
That dignify and raise me from the base.

#773 Tentang Hari Empat Bintang

Hari ini, hari empat bintang
Bangun awal pagi
Sarapan pisang dan kopi
Tugasan kerja berjalan rapi
Solat Jumaat berganding rakan
Isu yang sulit dirungkaikan
Melawat cawangan Baharu Kinokuniya
Makan burger bersama rakan lama

Yang kurangnya cuma:
Hati tertawan gundah gulana
Merindui dinda yang jauh disana.

#771 On The Three of Us

In between the moments of silence
When words are not spoken
And the seconds fall away like dying leaves

I say a quiet prayer of thanks
For this brotherhood
This fragile web of comradeship
This great gossamer bond of friendship.

#770 On Israel’s Attack on Hamas Leaders in Qatar

  1. The recent attack committed by Israel on Qatari soil against Hamas leaders demonstrated an undeniable fact: Israel is now a cancer in the heart of the Middle East, and an active aggressor that needs to be repulsed.
  2. ⁠While there is a case to be made against Hamas’ actions on October 2023, the ensuring response from the Netanyahu administration has shown that Israel is now clearly a genocidal regime that must be stopped.
  3. ⁠The tragedy is that under the current Trump administration, this Israeli government believes that it can act with impunity, and take advantage of American acquiescence to expand its covert and military operations across the Middle East: from Lebanon and Iran, and now into Qatar.
  4. ⁠For the Gulf states that have forged their own security and energy arrangements with the US over the course of the 20th century, there is a choice to be made: will they continue to cower in the face of Israeli imperial ambitions, or will they take action to wield their (not inconsiderable) economic and geopolitical heft to make a stand against Israel?

My take: Netanyahu’s decision to expand Israel’s imperial aggression as a means of showing a determined response to the October 2023 attack will likely lead to a decades-long cascade of reactions and counter-reactions that will eventually lead to a denouement of the Israeli saga of regional destabilisation and colonialism, and an unraveling of Israeli as a Jewish apartheid regime, as the US’ global hegemony continues to erode over the coming decades.

#768 On Grandiose Meetings

In conference rooms with faux-wood tables we
Enact a pageantry banal and false
In suits and ties, with speeches grand and twee
And cliches formed from flawed inchoate thoughts
Imagine: lives devoted to this game
Existence frittered on such prancings - lame!

#767 Tentang Fantasi Seorang Suami

Menurut aku, kau masih sini 
Masih dibelai dimanja sang suami
Masih disisi berceritaceriti

Menurut aku, kau dan aku bukannya terpisah
Jarak jasad bukanlah ukuran realiti
Hanya fatamorgana dunia yang terkukubesi

Menurut aku, kita masih tetap bersama
Masih tetap berkongsi gurau leka
Masih tiada terasing terduka.

#766 Tentang Menikam Masa Dengan Tangisan

Moga esok semua ini hanya mimpi 
Dan kau masih dalam rangkulanku, dinda:
Mesra, hangat, kasih

Sedang masa takkan ligat berputar
Melainkan hanya tunduk diam
Menyaksikan kita berdua, dinda:
Aman, tenang, diam

Masa, aku tikam kau bertubi-tubi
Dengan segala deru tangis ini
Meski kau takkan ambil peduli.

#765 Tentang Transit Di Istanbul

Ah, Istanbul, kita ketemu lagi!
Sepertinya jodoh kita tak pernah lari

Masih lagi aku terperuk dalam perutmu
Sang ibukota garudaraya yang ligat
Mengikat sang musafir yang kepenatan
Dalam kelikatan duniawi yang penuh gemerlap

Aku menghitung setiap saat yang pekat
Mencari ruang keluar dari kewujudan yang tenat.