On Language

Our Language is our fam’ly tree 
The ties that build affinity
With words traversing waves of thought
The gap between us fades to naught

Out of the kiln, the words that build
Tribes, cities, armies, courts and guilds
Cementing ties of human hearts
Foundation for the sciences, arts

Thus Language forms the grounding strong
For human life, its wax and throng
To depths of seas and heights of space
Its thrumming drives the human race

Alas its boon hides darker tones
For language also marks the zones
Between a commonwealth of us
Against the others we distrust

Without a common lingual sphere
Communities cannot cohere
From babel curse of estranged tongues
Flows mistrust and committed wrongs

So you may think ‘tis insensate
For nations to compel, dictate
One Language to unite them all
Must we be caged in one tongue's thrall?

Such is the fate of nations blessed
With populace diverse, now pressed
Into each other's common fate
Be it with joy or teeth agrate

This babel curse need not be rued
Variety is a gift imbued
Unto those nations such as ours
Rejoicing in our hundred flowers

A common language bridges, brings
The people all together, wings
Of peace take flight in concert when
Our hearts unite in common ken

And that one speech need not efface
The shared melange of varied race
That makes up nations on this earth
Where each one owns their human worth

So let us celebrate, rejoice
Humanity in one shared voice
With pride our anthem loudly sung
In warp and weft of one shared tongue.

On Waking Up

Some fine morning 
You will wake up
Like from a dream
And realise that
All the trappings of your life
   That nice condo
   The fast cars
   The fancy things
Never really mattered
And what you thought was important
   That big job
   That bold business card
   The numbers you had to hit
They were mere details
Necessary perhaps, at some point
But never truly sufficient
And what really mattered was
   How you were loved
   How you loved in return
   The blessings you had
   And how you showed gratitude for those blessings
I pray we wake up soon
I pray for me, and for you.

On Baharis

I barely knew you
And I knew almost nothing of
When and how you were born
Or who your parents were
Or how you got here
Or how you found yourself being
A young bride in a strange land
Surrounded on all sides
By people who did not love you
And did not care that you were barely loved

I barely knew your life
But I know that in the young years
Of my own life
You loved me with the fierce tenderness
Of a lioness, claws and all

Maybe they never loved you
But you had love abundant
Your love, transcendant
For me, for us

On This Teahouse (Amiability)

I have come so far 
And it is only forty years later
That I can now feel
The inexorable
inviolable
inescapable pull of gravity
Anchoring me here
In amiable exile

I have everything I need
Here
Except for the buried treasure
Of finally seeing myself
And loving myself
With fullest acceptance.

On Waiting

"I thought I had already worked it out, you know
I've confronted the whole idea of
Him
And I've figured it all out
I did all that inner child work
And I'm free to choose my own path now
But I still cannot find it in me
To forgive him"

(And maybe forgive myself)

"Well, maybe that child is still waiting
Waiting
For his daddy to come home."


(And that broke me
Broke me again and shattered me into a million shards.)

On Living Every Day

Wake up
Pray and mandi
Call Grab
Have breakfast and coffee
Write my reflections

Take the train to the office
Work
Check Instagram
Work 
Pray
Work
Eat lunch (sometimes)
Work some more
Pray
Pack up

Take the train home
Close my Move loop in the mall
Eat dinner (sometimes)
Pray
Read (or watch Netflix)
Mandi and pray
Turn off the lights and close my eyes and think about Jah and Life and where am I going and what does it all mean and am I doing this right and how am I going to get through tomorrow and. 

Inspired by Ted Berrigan's 10 things I do every day